first think i do in the new year nghit
it was my first time i cry and i ask my self why but i dont undrstand i go out of my house and i look to the sky and i cry more but aftr that all they out aftr me and they say antoni what going on the one voice say mybe drunk
some one is say no just antonis is had remember somethink and he cry and one voice say mybe he is not feel will that his family far and no body with him new year nghit and a voice of my sister say no problem i know why tony cry and every body talk and my young sister and the big thin her come and say prother please stop is ok come inside it’s cold out and she take my hand so i go inside and all every body come in and i dont undrstand why did i do like that aftr i still drink but my eyes is full of crying so next day whn i weak up i take my bath and i set to drink my coffe i remember what happind in new years and i ask my self again why what make me to cry i never do like that whout reason and i try to found the reason thin my mobile ring and i answer from the ather siad is my mother she tll me happy new year son and whn i go to answer her ha….. hap…. and my eyes full agaain and my voice i cant taket out and i shout mammy and i try to talk and i cray i was alone every body still sleeping but i hear my mother what going on son and she shout but after awhile i say mommy is that what happind wth me last nghit and i tall her all the story.
my mother say son you are onw 52 years old and you dont need me like a baby son you know that your father her wher we are need me more of you and your tow young sisters hony please dont make me cry too but because i hear my mother go to cry i tall her quickly
is ok mother no problem and i start to
laugh so she will stop cry and rely she laugh too and we chat about new years and she ask me about the tree.
and what father christmas pring to us ther and thin we lugh togther we know me and her that every year our father christmas is my father and he send every thin by d.h.l and i pringet home
and i levet undr the tree like how we do every year so merry christmas and happy new year every body in all the world hope next year is will be peace every wher and no more bin laden and bush and no mor war.