Have you had any word on Darklord? I want to believe that he is for real but I don’t know, being that I am not a vampire, I really can’t tell. He just evaporated into thin air and I’ve emailed him but so far have received no answer. I mean I want any vampire willing to help to know that I am really striving for this, It’s my passion that drives me. For instance, I don’t know if you’ve noticed that by the way most of these people talk, it gives the impression that they are in the 13-16 years old range? You really can’t know what you want at that age and well it makes you think, maybe that’s why the vampires don’t help, because they’re kids. I am mature enough to deal with a subject as serious and profound as this. I just don’t know what else to do. I wanted to try the meditation to see if I may already be a vampire but I need a mentor. I need someone to help me focus, to give me tips and well…to help me. I truly wish that you can help me because sadly time is running against me in the sense that not knowing what I may be is making me weak.