my older self

I would like to meet my older self and ask him what he has learned. I would like to ask him if he made the same mistakes his father did. I want to know if he is truly happy…or just waiting for something or someone else to make him happy. I would ask him if his boys turned out the way he planned…did they grow up to be better men then him…or choose mediocrity for the family name. They say that you either learn from your own mistakes, or someone elses. I guess in this conversation it would be both.