I’m not a big reality tv fan, and American Idol made me mad when Rueben won and folks swore he was cheating; I feel like this; if you are in the top ten of that competition, you are going to get a record deal or something!! When, I heard abaout Fantasia and how she almost didn’t get on American Idol and this security guard believed in her soo much to get her in that building, I knew that God had his hand on this and that’s why she won; I also feel she is an inspiration to all “baby mommas” who struggle through life, and I got a copy of her autobiography, “Life Is Not a Fairy Tale”, which talks about her life and makes a great cautionary tale; I just want to meet her and hug her and tell her I’m proud of her. She did some extraordinary things; And now some of these ladies out there that don’t feel that can get no where have her to look to for inspiration; she’s certainly mine;