My Dad

He died when iwas 5, He was shot and in hospital for months,one day my mom told me he was gone,and inver saw him again. I Love him soooo much.I miss you dad,i just want to hear your voice,give you a hug,hear your laugh on more time…

i know who my dad is. I just haven’t seen him in a long time. I am close to my family. His sisters, his parents and my cousins. I had kinda just started getting comfortable spending weekends and stuff with him and then he got married and moved to Switzerland with his wife. I remember he visited once and then never did again. My aunt says he asks about me when she tals to him but I don’t really know because he could ask her for my number or tell her to give it to me. I’m 24 and managed to survive life without him in it. I had someone who was like a father to me and who i consider my father but he’s still the man that made me. I want to get to know that man. I don’t resent him or anything because I did well. I had a mom and a dad that took care fo me. When everyone tells you you look like this person or smile like this person and pratically every facial expression or mood or action is just like this person wouldn’t you want to know for yourself.I just want to know the man I am so much like without ever knowing him. In a way being so much like him should kinda give me an idea of what he’s like but getting to know him and possibly be able to invite him to a wedding if i do get married or to know his grandkids if i do have kids isn’t that much to ask for. Wanting to have a relationship with a man that helped put you on earth isn’t too much to ask for.